The current hardships of collecting figures...

Why do I like collecting things...

1. See figure I really want to buy.

2. Not supposed to buy things on impulse/low funds.

But its limited in quantity.

3. Self restraint wavers.

4. Self restraint wavers hard.

5. Insides literally hurts and mind goes crazy thinking about getting said item.

6. Try to look away from item for a few hours; distractions, games, watch something.

7. Look at shelf and start fantasizing how nice the thing would be on it.

8. Start cursing my geekiness.

9. Try to make up reasons why I don't need it and just end up thinking up more reasons why I want it.

10. Start talking to item.

11. Start interviewing item.

12. Full on interrogation.

13. Finally use all strength inside of me to say no. Feels like a part of me tears apart...  but determined that maybe someday it can be different and we will cross paths once again in more pleasant conditions.

14. I will make you mine one day... 必ず。。。

15. Me: "I'll come back to you.... I promise!"


Figure: "...I know you will..!"

16. This song starts playing.



17. Start cursing my limited income/hobby... start praying figure is in a shop in Japan when I travel there... start contemplating taking impossible extra hours at work... think about her time to time...

LIMITED AVAILABILITY

18. Shocks to my heart intensify.

There was no tragedy in UP or Big Hero Six.

Mufasa's death was a mere inconvenience.

This is the true tragedy of life.

Endless pain. Endless tears.

18. The day of pain finally ends... or so I thought...

19. See another figure... fall in love... the cycle repeats...

I envy those... who don't know this suffering... for this love...

約束だよ。。。