2014-2016~

I've learned more about myself these past 2 years than I ever have the other 20.

I feel like thats what happens when you have less stress from things like work and school.
A new brand new stress... did not come, it was probably there to begin with. but. it becomes more apparent when everything else slowly calms down.

It felt like the inner being or source of all stress. I guess I just discovered mine late? who knows.
Fighting isn't the right word... tackling? Tackling that stress is probably the most difficult thing I've done, because it doesn't really go away. There's a lot of things people can do with this stress. I've decided to befriend it. I feel like... neglecting it makes it turn into a beast. When the beast is ignored it becomes wild and scary. If you befriend it, it can become a very powerful ally in life.

We all have to live through the sodomy.
We just want our wick to shine and gleam.
Some stay loud through the dark pouring rain.
The other ones cover their eyes.
Tomorrow's day, Then the next.
Varied or Constant.
Realize we're never that person ever again.
Who... was that?
Probably just... another remnant. Thank you for your hard work.
I'll let the others know. I promise.


In a way that makes more sense to more people.
I never had the chance to think what I really wanted for myself. but now that I do I know exactly where I want to be.
With full fledged confidence I can say I'm an artist first and foremost.
My weakness right now is I know myself very well, but. I don't know other people.