but you can

you know you can do
it but you cant
you want to break surface
but the surface is yet unseen
think hard, which way?
travel along resistance waters
but still too weak to get far
whats the point?
needed rest?
needed change?
no answers
someday this lost version of you
will come to pass,
maybe even come back one day
but realize
you "know" you cant do it
but you can