These past days I have been struggling with a lot of motivations in my mind. I have a lot of things I think about and I can never seem to figure out what I want to true and in what order.
In terms of inner strength I feel like there is two of me. The weak one with so many ideas but without the will power to do so. She bears the gift of many beginnings but lacks the energy needed to see the big picture. I tire out very easily in this state and would rather fall asleep and rot the day away.
Then today I realize there is a stronger version deep inside. She comes from the deepest parts of my mind and beckons my weaker self to "WOMAN UP!" Together I feel they met today from a breaking point and I could never be more thankful.
